So I’m going to CCD classes today, and I really REALLY don’t want to go….It’s not that I have anything against my religion it’s the kids that I have to deal with there. They are either people I really COULD NOT STAND in the past, or unbelievable obnoxious. As soon as I step through the church doors my social phobias kick in and I feel like they’re all staring at me, like they’re just waiting for me to mess up or trip or something. Then I get self conscious and think that they’re all talking about how awkward I look or how ugly I am. That’s why I spend literally HOURS on my appearance because I want to feel good about myself while I’m there. I just want to blend in and feel accepted…